The first thing I think of
When I think of you,
Is your wonderful smile.
The second would be your adorable laugh.
I could go on and on,
But the list would never end.

When I think of the short time
That we've been together
And of all of the happy memories we've already shared
It amazes me to no end
And I know that we were meant to be together.
I look at you and see overflowing love, hope, and joy
As well as charm, strength, happiness and dignity.
With all of these wonderful qualities
It's no wonder I love you so.

People around me have been talking about the end of the year is nigh and how we will finally get summer vacation. Once again I find myself feeling the imminent sadness, remorse, and regret that will come over me when I go to the US for college. I don't want to talk about it with people because it only makes things worse usually, and I end up making them feel worse as well. I' leaving home to go to my homeland which has become a foreign nation to me, and the fact that I am going in there with no one by side excluding my parents scares me. I am more scared of being myself and having to go through life without any friends or anyone to be there for me than anything else. It's like it is a nightmare for me, and I feel like I am about to live my biggest nightmare. I am afraid of losing everything I have built up in the last six years, I am afraid of losing my friends, but more than anything right now, I am afraid of losing Stef. You mean so much to me and nobody can understand just how much that really is, but the mere thought of losing you brings tears to my eyes. Pain is imminent, tears are imminent, but no matter what, never forget what I was to you when I was here and give me the chance to be that person over there. I love you